Well, Nick and I broke up about a week and a half ago. For the first few days I was completely torn apart. I thought that I would never get through it. But thanks to my family and friends, I've come to realize that I am better off without him as my boyfriend. We still talk on the phone and stuff, but it never seems like he really wants to talk to me that much. That bothered me at first, but now I have other things on my mind. I'm feeling a little guilty because on Saturday night I was drinking with my buddies downstairs, which was something I really needed, and I hooked up with a guy that I work with. The only reason I feel bad is because it had only been a week since Nick and I broke up, which isn't very much time at all. However, I do like this guy - I don't plan on us having a relationship or anything; just havin' a good time. Hopefully that wasn't just a one time thing though.